| Location | London |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 30/08/2003 |
| Date of Death | 30/08/2003 |
| Visitors | 2,420 since 10/08/2008 |
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Abigail was a much wanted baby. the previous year we had been pregnent with twins at first it was a big shock but then we were so pleased two babies to love. we had a scan and found out i was only 8 weeks. we had another scan at 11 weeks only to be told that the twins were in the same sac which is called monocronic monamniotic which means that they could have been conjoined . the trouble with this is that the babies cords were getting twisted as there was nothing seperating them so therfore starving each other of oxygen. we were sent to kings and saw dr Nicoladis kyprios a truly great man. we could have proceeded with the pregnancy but the dr said i was sitting on a time bomb and that it was a small chance the babies would survive and if they did they would be mentally and physically disabled. i didnt want to lose my babies but new it was for the best they would have had no quality of life. we decided to terminate i was 11 weeks and 2 days. it was heart breaking my much wanted babies were gone. we decided to try again for another baby and fell almost 6 months later. we had lots of scans with Abigail and all was going well. As you can imagine i was very anxious but so excited i had a wonderful pregnancy. then the night of 29th aug came . i went to bed feeling ok but then started to get pains I was 36 weeks and 6 days so i thought i was going into labour. the pains lasted about 2-3 hours then i went to the toilet and blood went everywhere. Still not knowing that anything was wrong i thought that it might be my waters breaking i called the midwife who said i should go straight to hosp. an ambulance came and as i went to stand my legs just buckled. i was put in a wheelchair and taken to hosp with my husband we just thought that we were going to have our baby that night. whwn we got to hosp they scanned me and the nurse said she cant find the heart beat but i had only felt Abigail kicking me that afternoon. by now i was in so much pain . another doc came in and confirmed that our baby had died. i went completly calm and insisted on a c section . they took me to theatre and delivered my beautiful baby girl she had pure white skin red curly hair and weighed 5lb 1 oz it was now 7 am in the morning . when i came out of recovery all our families were there so we all got to hold touch and kiss Abigail i just wish i had longer with her. we took photos and have her foot and hand print and i keep a photo next to my bed so i know she is watching over me.we thought we had had all the bad luck with the twins but then for this to happen turned our world upside down. when i got home all the baby stuff was in the house as you can imagine i was well prepared for our new arrival. so i had the task of packing everything away.a friend helped me put it all away in boxes i didnt want to throw anything . we kept all the stuff at our parents houses because i wanted to use it if we had another baby. i have since had 2 children isabelle who is nearly 4 and Oliver who is 7 months they have both had the clothes pram toys and things i had for abigail and im pleased i kept them. at Abigails funeral we played somewhere over the rainbow and we have it on a couple of toys and isabelle always says that this is Abigails song. i want them to know they had a sister and that they have a guardian angel watching over them . time is suppose to be a healer but for me it stills feels like yesterday. i love you Abigail and miss you so much. . THE ANGEL IN THE BOOK OF LIFE WROTE DOWN MY BABIES BIRTH......AND WHISPERED AS SHE CLOSED THE BOOK TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH
THANK YOU TO EVERY ONE FOR CANDLES AND MESSAGES IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME .
Hi my darling Abigail , as always been thinking of you loads x a friends baby had joined you in heaven this week , so so sad , please play with faith baby girl x x I love you so so much x x x mummy x
thinking of you
Hi baby girl , been to your garden today and as always it looks beautiful , we think of you always our little angel and miss you always x x x
god saw you getting tired
God saw you getting tired,
When a cure was not to be,
So he wrapped his arms around you
And said "come to me."
You didnt deserve what you went through
so he gave you rest
gods garden must be beautiful
he only takes the best
And when I saw you sleeping,
so peacefull and free from pain
i could not wish you back
xxx
....................Angel Day
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Today is very special,
It comes by once a year.
It’s the day you went to Heaven
And the day you left me here.
I know I should be happy,
You’re in your Heavenly home.
But instead I feel so empty
And oh so all alone.
Yes today is very special
The day you grew your wings.
You left so very quickly
You didn’t take your things.
Instead you left me crying,
Yet hoping all the while
That someday I will remember
This day with a smile.
Anonymous 30.8.10
hi angel it's nearly your 7th birthday and it feels like yesterday when I held you in my arms x I wish you were with us angel but we will be at your garden on your special day and thinking of you always x I wish I had more photos of you and I wish I could just hold you againx I still cry for you baby only a mum could know how I feel x I miss you sooooooo much darling sweet dreams x mummy x
thinking of you
hello baby angel abigail its been a while since i been on this site but me , daddy iabelle and oliver visit you often at your garden and it looks lovely as always. oliver loves playing with your wind chimes and isabelle cleans all the stones bless her. we all really miss you darling and not a day goes by when im not thinking of you , love and miss you always and forever
love mummy x x x x x x x
missing you
to my darling abigail been thinking about you lots. mummy is giong to see a spirit next week and i am hoping you come to me in some way, just so i know your ok and happy. i love and miss you darling soooooo much . sleep tight angel till we meet ... x x x x x x mummyx x x x x x
----HAPPY NEW YEAR
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Day
missing you
to my darling abigail its nearly christmas and im missing you so much. i picked up your flowers today and we are coming over to see you tommorow. i wish you were here this will be the sixth christmas without you and i wish you were here to share it with us. i love you my angel keep us safe darling . hugs and kisses angel till we meet in heaven. x x x x x your loving mummy x x x x x x
This Tribute Is For This Weekend A Little Longer Than Usual. Sorry It's So Early I've Got A Busy Weekend Ahead
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I will light my candles as usual on Sunday
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
No one will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you
The day God took you home.
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
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